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Thursday, May 26, 2011
MY BODY FEELS LIKE RAW EMOTIONS
I do not know how to make this stop. I feel sick. I feel every nerve in my body is activated…is reacting to what is hidden inside. The secrets are bursting at the seams. Can’t you help me ‘N/SW’? I know you cannot unless I let you know what is happening. But, I would rather you read my mind. I would rather you just know without me having to say the words.
Don’t ask me to stay alive. I am in too much pain. I want you to help, but I cannot reach out because of the fear that paralyzes my body; the fear which keeps me drowning in the Crimson Red flowing so freely from my body, from my soul.
I am sorry. Truly, I am. I do not deserve anyone like you.